Sunday, 15 May 2011

It doesn't need a reason

This is the worst of it, the days when I wake up and feel so wretchedly unhappy from the moment go for no clear or discernible reason.
I am lying in my bed with barely enough energy or will to lift my hand to type this. I feel like at any moment I will burst into tears and not be able to stop. I want to call someone but don't know what I'd say and hate to just call  up just to let someone know I feel lousy when there's probably nothing they can do about it.
Looks like today will be another unproductive day in which I eat too much, nap to escape the pain and end up feeling even worse about everything and probably emotionally exhausted from crying.

This is me.
Betty
x

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